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Wednesday, 01 May 2013

Wednesday, 30 January 2013

  • So Hotmail is Leaving.

    The Hotmail brand has been dropped from microsoft world wide. You will now be forced to use skype instead of Windows Live Messenger and you will be forced to upgrade to Outlook.com for your new email. 

    Great. And yes, this is my form of a complaint. Not that I expect anyone to really care, I just want to vent. My favorite messenger is leaving (not that it matters cause no one is ever on any messenger except for the site they are using that has a messenger interface) and there is nothing I can do about it. No more custom backgrounds for my IM box. No more fun custom emoticons.

Monday, 29 October 2012

  • CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS

    A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles..
     
     The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him.
     
     He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife..
     
     She directs him down the correct aisle.
     
    A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter.
      
    She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?
      
    He answers, 'You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store
      
    to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco
     
    and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo- ooo much cheaper.
     
     So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she.
     

Friday, 14 September 2012

  • 9/14/12

    Today was another one of those days where I’m just tired all the time and just didn’t wanna do anything and I felt yucky all day. On the bright side, I got myself out of the house and spent time with my boyfriend for a few hours, took a nap and took a 10 year old to her meeting spot for a weekend Sea Cadets trip. I let her have the last piece of stuffed crust pizza DS and I couldn’t finnish and she also had a PB&J sammich. She was really excited when I dropped her off.

    Other than that, it was a day filled with Oblivion making me upset and learning how to pay Skyrim.  Oblivion just either wouldn’t let me buy things, or when I tried to make a different character it wouldn’t let me talk to anyone, just pickpocket. So I said screw it, let’s try Skyrim. So far, I’m doing pretty good. Though the dragon at the beginning was a tad bit much of muchness, I’m glad my tv is not a big as my wall or people would have thought I was dying I would have been screaming so loud lol. The only problem I have, is that THE FONT IS TOO BLOODY SMALL!!! It gave me a headache I had to sit close to my tv to read.

    Currently
    Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim
    By Bethesda
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  • Ah, Spirits Again

    All is right with the world again. Seeing spirits and such and to me that's normal and I like it.happy

    Currently
    In Reverence
    By David Tolk

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    Ok, so the other day I had to sew a pillow together for my aunt. It was a Goose down feather pillow that had a rip in the side. As I began to stitch up the side, I heard three elderly ladies commenting on my stitches as I was stitching at the kitchen table. I couldn’t see them but I could hear them clear as a bell and there were no elderly ladies at my house. While they were commenting on my stitching it felt like sitting at the table with the golden girls.laughing There was the sarcastic one, the helpful one, and the one who brought up a bunch of stuff and we had a nice chat, and some witty comments here and there. I wish I could remember the conversation but for the life of me, that’s a big no.sad Like a dream you want to remember but you don’t know how it started or ended you just know you had it, and you remember the strongest emotion you felt. I felt very much happy and at home with these three and I’m sure at least one would like to see sewing come back instead of being left to the machines. I remember her ranting about how when she was younger young girls knew how to sew by 10 years old. One kept yacking at me for swearing whenever I pricked my finger and told me to “Use the dammned thimble. That’s what it’s for. ”

     

    Today though mom thought she saw a small blonde boy sitting Indian style on my bed watching the tv that wasn’t on. She said he looked like a cross between two of the small boys that come to our house sometimes. So I was wondering if it was one of their brothers that passed away but I didn’t see him so I kinda got to go on what she said.

     

     All in all, I’m trying to let the ghosts and spirits in again and try to not block them out anymore. I like hearing and they make it hard to hear when you block them out. Every once in a while I see my friend’s dog that recently got put down in another state courtesy of her ex-husband who had it and put it down in a “I don’t want it but I’m not gonna let you have it” kind of way and her dog kind of looks like my newest dog who is knee height tan, and a yellow lab pit-bull mix. I know it’s her dog and not mine cause I can clearly see mine on the bed and her dog in the door way Just as if he’s still here.

Tuesday, 11 September 2012

  • So, I went for a walk today in town with my mom and discovered that it helped get me out of a slump that I’ve been in for a very long time. I once again need to get off my ass and find a job. Even if it’s going to be one I’m not particularly going to like. Oh well that’s just life I guess. Anyway it appears my life is once again headed in the wrong direction as it does when I take a hiatus for a bit. Perhaps I take one for far too long eh? I did have a job, but the hours were crap and I was only working from like, 11-2 pm one day a week so without looking for another job first I quit that one.

    Life without the job is getting to be a bit much cause now I get bored and stir crazy. Go figure right? I would like to be an author but hey, how many people get to do that huh? Seems to be millions but I’m sure they only get 1 or 2 best sellers and then no one reads them anymore. I also wanted to be a famous actress but hey, I get stage freight and get all shy and clammed up so that won’t work either.

    Kind of sucks with all my friends and family getting to do stuff and I have no way of getting to do the same stuff without what feel like mooching my way through stuff. I’m not complaining or ranting in any way. I know I’m lazy. I know this is my fault. I just have a difficult time changing it. Maybe it’s because I don’t have the motivation or drive to do anything about it, or, maybe its laziness kicking in again. Oh well right, we all have our moments.

    No, My life isn’t a horrible one, it has a lot of ups. Why I write about the downs, I have no clue. Antyways, it’s time for me to forage for food.

    Currently
    Firework
    By Katy Perry

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    M!ssundaztood

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Monday, 20 August 2012

  • The Dinner Guest

    So this girl walks down the street and steps on a bottle cap and it gets stuck in her shoe. She sits down on a bench to see why her shoe is tapping on the pavement and finds the bottle cap. She pulls it out and tosses it in the trash. Then she passes and ally when she suddenly gets grabbed and slammed into the alley wall with her mouth covered. She struggles but she can't move enough to make any damage and passes out. Waking up on a cold floor all tied up she wonders where she is when SUDDENLY; a face appears in front of her! He shouts to someone and them beginning to look at her hungrily. She begins to panic as she realizes she has been gagged. They then pull her by her hair to a different room. "Feast, for our guest has woken up!" they said as their fangs grew.

    Currently
    Lockout
    By Guy Pearce, Maggie Grace, Vincent Regan, Joseph Gilgun, Lennie James
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    Currently
    Rockin' Robin
    By Bobby Day

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Wednesday, 25 July 2012

  • Lie to Me

     

     


    (for fun) I want all my xanga friends to comment on this status, sharing how you met me. But, I want you to LIE. That's right, just make it up. After your comment, copy and paste this into a new blog entry so I can do the same.  
     
    now GO!

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

Wednesday, 18 July 2012

  • I think I may need a lil bit of help

    I was recently told by a friend that she had 2 bad entities in her duplex that kept attacking her dog. She and her friends wanted to make it stop so they read something fr a book (of wich I do not know) and now they believe there is a demon in the basement and are afraid to go down there.

    I have dealt with stuff like this before but not on that level. More like smaller stuff.

    Help me?

Shadowshif

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    • Name: Shadowshif
    • Birthday: 8/27/1989
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/19/2009

About Me

  • quiet person with a sea of emotions no one hears. just cause she doesn't want to be dramatic One more thing... don't be afraid to post comments... i don't exactly put things on here for my health ^_^ and if your going to be negative please keep it clean or it will be deleted.

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