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Tuesday, 27 March 2012

  • What to write what to write.

      I don’t know what to write.  I used to be very creative.  I still am created I just have a hard time coming up with ideas to write about.  I’m not quite sure I can get lost in my own head anymore.  I can get lost just fine in a daydream.  I just can’t put it on paper.  I can’t type it either.  Mom needs to put more sugar in her coffee.  It tastes way to bitter. I listen to all types of music.  I like to read fantasy books.  I am interested in massage and the paranormal.  I work as a cashier in the fast Food Restaurants.  I live in a house with five people.  My favorite pop is Coke, I hate Pepsi, and my favorite snack is either popcorn or cookies.  I do not like drama, and I don’t even know why I’m doing all of this because, I’m just going to delete all of this when I’m done.  Maybe it’s just ‘cause I hadn’t used voice recognition in awhile.  And it’s just nice to talk and able to hear yourself talk.  It’s easier to write this way although, not exactly writing, I’m speaking.  Even though it’s 10:00, I think I should go to bed.  I’ve been yawning since 830.  That and I have to go to work at 10:00 AM tomorrow.  Which means a usually wake up at 8:00 AM or 7:00 AM just as it takes me 3 hours to wake up.  I need to cut my fingernails just because it’s self code violation to have a love of fingernails in a fast food restaurant when you’re working.  Long nails also make it kind of hard to hang onto stuff sometimes as well as press buttons.  Oh my god I’m so tired… They aren't super long... just a little bit above my fingertips. Enough to get into some trouble at a fast food place.

  • Ahhh!!! I can't figure this out for the life of meeeee!!!!

    There is a cartoon or real life thing that uses this poem from Shel Silverstein:

    Italian Food

    Oh, how I love Italian food.
    I eat it all the time,
    Not just 'cause how good it tastes
    But 'cause how good it rhymes.
    Minestrone, cannelloni,
    Macaroni, rigatoni,
    Spaghettini, scallopini,
    Escarole, braciole,
    Insalata, cremolata, manicotti,
    Marinara, carbonara,
    Shrimp francese, Bolognese,
    Ravioli, mostaccioli,
    Mozzarella, tagliatelle,
    Fried zucchini, rollatini,
    Fettuccine, green linguine,
    Tortellini, Tetrazzini,
    Oops—I think I split my jeani.

     

    and it has a bounce to it kinda like the asente sana squashed banana from Rafiki in The Lion King. But I can't figure out where I heard it from!!!!

     

Tuesday, 20 March 2012

  • I think Gram's is giving up :(

    Nana came to me in a dream to tell me goodbye. She seems to be giving up and I don’t see her really ever at all like I should. She’s getting to the point to where she’s forgetting things and people and confusing people with others. She doesn’t want her grandkids around cause she doesn’t want us to see her like that.

Monday, 19 March 2012

Saturday, 10 March 2012

  • Yeah, I’m aware I haven’t written in a good while, sorry I forgot about you. I heard a classmate of mine had her baby yesterday. I didn’t even know she was pregnant. Apparently neither did she till January. Oh well, I guess that’s what I get for not adding people to my Facebook huh? So I at chillers now as a cashier but I’m all over the building. Other than that, nothing’s new. OH YEAH! My boyfriend got a job as a substitute teacher!!!! I hope this works out well. I took him to Chillers today but he deemed it too expensive for his pocket book. So I ate there and got him pizza at Hungry Howie’s instead… YUCK! I turned down a babysitting job to be at his house today. I could have easily stayed yesterday and babysat today but I decided not to.

     

    Does that make me selfish? Cause I feel terrible about it.

Thursday, 23 February 2012

Wednesday, 15 February 2012

  • I hate having an ear that feels like an earplug's been shoved though it and my nose is all stuffy and i'm coughing to beat hell!! Seriously, why the heck do I have to be CONSTANTLY sick????

Wednesday, 08 February 2012

  • I haven’t been able to sleep well enough. I haven’t been able to breathe through my nose. Every time I can't breathe through my nose I wake up. I d that till my body decides to shut it's self down and lets me breath through my mouth but to do that i have to sleep in a half sitting position :( I don't know what to do.

Monday, 06 February 2012

  • 2 new spirits.

    Apparently I’m being watched by a guy in a blue plaid jacket wearing a trucker hat... kinda thin.... and I know he's not living or he wouldn’t have disappeared when I looked right at him. He was leaning on his elbows... just looking

     

    There’s one in my living room right now too but I can't see her very well. She’s shiny and transparent. Whereas the guy was just as if he was living. She shimmered as she passed the door twice and was gone

     

     Well I just got confirmed that the guy is my friend's Uncle Jack. The lady, yeah not able to tell yet.

Saturday, 04 February 2012

  • What a week -_-

    Well, this week has been hell in a hand basket…wtf can I swear on here? I think I can… huh… well I guess I’ll find out if I can or if I can’t. The rules have been changing a lot. Oh well. Where was I? Oh. Right.

     

    This week has been horrible.censored Nonstop babysitting for an infant that has developed a pick me up cry and has been high pitched screaming the ears off the side of my face for most of the time I’m there.shocked Then one of the dogs over there decides she’s gonna take the whole she doesn’t like me thing to a new level.bitter Mind you, she’s a dachshund. And on top of that, I keep seeing a lil girl peek in through the stairs or the kitchen, and I see a tall guy standing on the landing of the stairs. If I look directly at them, they disappear which tells me that they aren’t exactly here.whatevah Not like living here. More like the dead kind of here.

     

    Then, one of the kids at my house (none of them are mine) decided she was gonna get pneumoniastunned and land herself in the hospital for 3 days. They had a hard time getting her IV insad and she got 5 pokes the first day and got it in, the next day it fell out and she got twelve more pokes but it wouldn’t go in cause the vein kept collapsing so they gave her the antibiotic in pill form, and the next day they didn’t want to poke her anymore so they sent her home. The poor kid was 6 and she milked those nurses for all she was worthlaughing getting pizza, stickers, stuffed animals and popsicles.whatevah Hell they let her have ice cream for dinner and the nurses each gave her a dollar for poking her!!!cool

     

    Getting sleep through this entire week was hard so I was doing everything on auto pilot being half dead having one foot in the land of sleepy time and the other have of OMG does this hell never end?!?!?!?!surprised

     

    LOL figured I’d put something funny in there so I was whiney and complaining your eyes off.winky I did end up getting sleep but it was never enough and I may have overslept because it never feels like I slept enough.

     

    Anyway, this next week should be a better one.happy

Shadowshif

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    • Name: Shadowshif
    • Birthday: 8/27/1989
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  • quiet person with a sea of emotions no one hears. just cause she doesn't want to be dramatic One more thing... don't be afraid to post comments... i don't exactly put things on here for my health ^_^ and if your going to be negative please keep it clean or it will be deleted.

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